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intransigence [Jan. 13th, 2007|06:33 am]




I won't be wronged, I won't be insulted, and I won't be laid a hand on. I don't do these things to other people, and I require the same from them.
John Wayne, The Shootist


You want to see karma coming? Go look in the mirror, right now.
Kathe Koja, Buddha Boy



So, I'm out on one of my daily walks, returning home from the shopping center. It's a sunny day, just before the storms. I'm about halfway home, on a section of the road that has a nice new sidewalk, and up ahead are three kids, one girl and two guys, typically Afro-American, walking toward me, spanning the width of the sidewalk, the girl and the biggest guy in front side by side and the smaller guy in back. The taller of the two guys is talking on a cell phone. It becomes apparent as we near each other that the guy on the cell phone has no intention of moving out of my way. I can see through my one-way mirror sunglasses that, even though he's behaving as if he's oblivious, he is aware of my approach since his eyes glance back and forth across my path as he talks. I go onto autopilot, despite the fact that I have some small amount of time to assess the situation. I think, this guy actually intents to stand his ground, unfairly, since their group is hogging the sidewalk and the proper, socially correct thing to do is to move to the right and allow two-way traffic to progress. I have no choice; I have my rights. I square myself and prepare for the inevitable. Fifteen feet of separation. Ten. At the last minute, the girl, who is half the size of the guy, grabs him by the sleeve and pulls him out of my way. My head is frozen straight ahead, but beneath my impenetrable sunglasses I watch, not him, but her, as I walk on by, just passin' thru.

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chicken-shit media weasels [Nov. 29th, 2006|08:41 pm]


The election's over, the signs of The Fourth Turning are all over the place, and the chicken-shit media weasels are poking their heads out of their hidey-holes and jumping on the passing bandwagons, as afraid that they're going to miss the show as they were afraid that the neo-cons were going to ruin their careers. (But it's better late than never, I guess) The sad thing about all of this is that, even though culture seems to be turning "our" way again, it's a cycle. Changes occur every twenty or so years. But by the time any real turnaround happens, I'll be...well, never mind. I don't want to create any self-fulfilling prophecies.

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new painting [Oct. 19th, 2006|07:40 pm]




oil on canvas paper

palette: black gesso, white gesso, zinc white,
phythalocyanine blue, cadmium-barium medium yellow


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this is my kind of holiday after all...I guess [Jul. 4th, 2006|04:10 pm]


The neighbors are having a party, with at least fifty people attending. And, I'm not exaggerating here, at any given time between one-third and one-half of them are talking on a cell phone. Two of the younger ladies are even pacing slowly up and down the street in front of the house as they talk. Our computerized devices MIGHT be making us more communicative (I doubt it), but it seems to me that technological advances, rather than making us better as a species, are making us more isolated and ignorant when interacting in person.

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somebody has to grow up [May. 28th, 2006|07:36 pm]


How much enjoyment can you get out of running one of those remote control racecars that sounds like an amplified twenty pound mosquito flying up and down the street? The guy has been doing it now for forty-five minutes and he hasn't tired of it yet. I could understand it if he were a little kid, or a teenager bored or stoned out of his mind; but he's thirty years old! Grow up, for Christ's sake. Or at least get some kind of a muffler for the goddam thing. If I had some CO2 cartridges, I'd sit out on my front porch and shoot BBs at it.

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everything old is new again [May. 20th, 2006|03:38 pm]


"I had never met Mr. Stanton [the Secretary of War] up to that time, though we had held frequent conversations over the wires the year before, when I was in Tennessee. Occasionally at night he would order the wires between the War Department and my headquarters to be connected, and we would hold a conversation for an hour or two."


Ulysses S. Grant,
Personal Memoirs of U. S. Grant,


Wow! Text messaging in 1863!

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name the new species [Mar. 10th, 2006|05:35 am]


new species

So what should they name this new creature? Oh, come on now. It's obvious. If you really don't know, you didn't read the article closely enough.

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free speech hypocrisy [Mar. 7th, 2006|12:19 am]


I have lost my son. I have lost my First Amendment rights. I have lost the country that I love. Where did America go? [Cindy Sheenan]


[I thought this issue was no longer topical, but Bush brought it up again in a speech on Sunday, where he defended news organizations' (i.e., international corporations') right to free speech. So, here's my rebuttal.]

Newspapers don't carry advertisements for drug dealers who want to reach a wider segment of the population with their heroin sales. They don't publish pictures of naked people. Why should they be allowed to demean a religion in a cartoon? As far as I'm concerned, they can do any of those things all they want: at best, religion bores me, and at worst, I consider it to be the single most effective cause of organized evil in the world; naked pictures are cool and I encourage their publication in whatever medium is available; and if people are stupid enough to get hooked on heroin, too fucking bad, it's a survival of the fittest issue: don't be ignorant or naive enough to get hooked in the first place; and if you do, get straight or die, I don't care which.

But those sociopathic personal preferences aren't the issue here. The issue is national standards: do we, as a nation (or any other nation) condone the defamation of a religion? The answer, I think, is simple: No! We should not condone the defamation of anyone, not even our enemies in war, because this is who we are, we hold ourselves up to an ideal: we are good people, and good people do not defame. Period. But we are also a free people who believe in another ideal: free speech. Which ideal predominates? Again, a simple answer: free speech is not an unlimited ideal. You can't cry "Fire!" in a crowded theater; it's against the law. Free speech in its essence is a relative concept.

Defamation, while it may be difficult to define in many cases, in its essence is an absolute (at least to my mind). And in this case, it's not difficult to define: the cartoon was defamatory. This is not a free speech issue. It must be quite clear by now from the worldwide riotous reaction that the cartoonist shouted fire in a public theater. Why is he allowed to get away with it? For the same reason that Bush minions can eject Cindy Sheehan from the State of the Union address for wearing a T-shirt with a death count on it: free speech is relative and in this country the administration has a firm grip on its control. It's okay to defame Islam's prophet but not to question King George's war? I don't think so.

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sentinel [Dec. 31st, 2005|02:29 pm]


I painted this for my sister-in-law, who requested it as a Christmas present. She collects images of lighthouses. I suggested to her that her hobby is Freudian, but she insists that the structures are symbols of her (self-defined) role as a sentinel. (No reason why it can't be both, I guess--libido projected in opposite directions.) The blotchiness is not a part of the picture, but rather is my lame attempt to color-correct the areas of the painting that are still wet and were too reflective. Lots of color loss in the yellow and crimson areas, and the land areas are a bit more brown and with much better contrast than appears here.





palette: phythalocyanine green, cadmium-barium yellow medium,
alizarin crimson, raw umber, raw sienna, zinc white, lamp black


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that's why they call it fall [Nov. 12th, 2005|03:06 pm]



The brilliant red leaves are finally falling off the burning bush.
This is how I realize each year that winter is fast approaching.

[I just realized I should have taken a pic. Too late. Next year.]

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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2005|05:50 pm]


2 things meme...stolen from [info]bayarts who stole it from [info]ellettra


Two Names I Go By: Joe and jai

Two Parts of My Heritage: German and French

Two Things That Scare Me: American concentration camps and George Bush

Two Everyday Essentials: coffee and beer

Two Things I Am Wearing Right Now: sweats and a corduroy shirt/jacket

Two of My Favorite Bands or Musical Artists: Pink Floyd and ZZ Top

Two of My Favorite Songs: "Brain Damage" and "Shine On, You Crazy Diamond"

Two Things I Want in a Relationship: tolerance and fusion

Two Physical Things that Appeal to Me: the Sun and the Moon

Two of My Favorite Hobbies: painting and dreaming

Two Things I Want Really Badly: coffee and beer

Two Places I Want to go on Vacation: Patagonia and Churchill, Manitoba

Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die: get married again and discover the secret of eternal life (but they may not be two different things)

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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2005|06:02 pm]


You Should Get a PhD in Liberal Arts (like political science, literature, or philosophy)

You're a great thinker and a true philosopher.
You'd make a talented professor or writer.


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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2005|05:15 pm]


I've checked out a number of BBC programs and news video feeds today that dealt with the parrot in Britain that died from bird flu, and I'm disappointed not to find any of them introduced by Monty Python's dead parrot skit. They missed a good opportunity for British wry humor there.

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The Myths of the Ages: A New Age Prayer [Oct. 13th, 2005|07:31 am]


All churches' basic message is: "Don't worry about anything. Don't even worry about dying. Just do what we say and everything will be all right and we'll continue to take care of you--and even after you're dead, you'll still be around and safe in the church. Nevermind that religions' rationale is all based on myth and superstition. Forget about what science and cold, hard logic tells you," the churches say. "We've developed our own rationale over the ages, based upon the dreams and visions of wise men and prophets who, inspired by God, have written out the truth, God's word, so that you will know. Nevermind that the prophets were really just crazy old men who lived in the desert and suffered from various degrees of heatstroke, malnutrition, and disturbed body chemistry, who suffered from dream dysfunction and based their prophecies on the misinterpretation of their intuitive mystical visions.continue to pray )

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Thomas Wolfe, please go home. [Sep. 20th, 2005|04:34 pm]



We're going to go back to the moon,
but we can't go back to New Orleans.

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(no subject) [Aug. 27th, 2005|02:40 am]



The pole Macintosh at the edge of the pond.
(Sounds like the title of a bad novel.)

This is a genetic mutation where the apples grow off of the trunk
instead of off of branches as they do on an ordinary apple tree.


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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2005|02:30 pm]



the see-ment pond
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strawberries [Aug. 11th, 2005|03:44 pm]



the best one of three strawberry patches
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They're supposed to be everbearing, but they stopped
producing fruit and are putting out lots of runners.


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(no subject) [Aug. 10th, 2005|09:41 pm]



peppers and peanuts
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patience [Aug. 8th, 2005|06:24 pm]



hardy kiwi
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It takes 4 to 7 years to bear fruit.


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